What is next father, oh well, now it seems i am inclined to write down the story of the energy of rainbows i experienced once. It was the evening, i was lying down in a sofa and i put a candle on and what happened.....mhm, with time half sleeping i was taken by two spiraling rainbows...out there....:) Out there though is not an ordinary out there for it is no such place "there". I was just swirling with them all over the place in ecstatic dance of reality which is way beyond this description and there was this Female singing coming from out there..the light the abyss, the spiraling world of joy and Feminine delicacy, real feminine delicacy, nothing to do with gender as such. Delicacy, simply delicacy, and it lasted all night long, i feel connected with that energy ever since.