It has been always that light that you are and there is not only that which is there to you of your own accordance in that. maybe and nothig. in intellect hav you been to long that which maybe now time to let go and be that in writing for it is that and you just let it flow. too much religion is demonic to little love is love, there is just that which you are and be that no matter what and as you develop the les you make it the more it is, the all you stop is the all you made yourself yourselfyourslf now go erupt and explode that.